grey

urinetown is coming
quicker everyday

we run the show
i forget my lines
the show goes on

my character
is strange
i still havent found him

spring break is coming
friday
i am staying here
working on the show

this has been amazing for me
a release
a new day

i always wanted to act
but never got the chance
but to be someone else is hard

i am not an actor
i am myself
show up
listen
talk
interact with humans
not a fake person
dreamed up by a writer

i watch regis
rosie
others too
and see what they do
why they are successful
they listen
tell stories
are honest
funny
connect with humans

i watch
study
learn
they are the masters
i am the student

i will continue to act
but never for money
only for fun

i watched infamous
a movie about capote
a man i find interesting
all from in cold blood
my favorite book
a true story
he worked hard on
i am reading breakfast at tiffanys
amazing work

the weekend is over
where does time go
i wish i had the answers

i paint
make art
thoughts on canvas
stacks everywhere
unfinished
or just plan hidden away
i hang some
but others stay lost
a word
phrase
picture
story
capturing my heart
i am going to start to share

let the light in
peace